Going to the store later...

I'm going to the store later.
I'm going to a therapy appointment tomorrow.
I'm going to start working with this one snobby chick that my mother sometimes works for.
I'm going to be watching anime in 10 minutes. Nana. Awesome.
I'm going to need to buy a whole ton of things.
I'm going to need to start driving.
I'm going to need to start saving.
I'm going to need to get my own laptop.
I'm going to need to get a scale (how do I smuggle that w/o someone seeing it?).
I'm going to need to steal.
I'm going to go to take a school-related test on the 6th or 7th of June.
I'm going to need to go to school in late August of this year.
I'm going to cut up an army of lacerations on myself.
I'm going to need to be perfect.

Long time, no post...

Weeelll, I had moved on to more of my SI. Now, after reading Life-Size by Jenefer Shute, & I believe that this has refocused me. Thank you for 5 people who've read these whiny posts! Hah!
I'm getting new therapy now, after some turbulent psychiatric episodes that I have recently had. But, I really wanted to get back into the swing of things.
For now, there is ton of junk in the house & I have been pigging. But- I have never seriously considered SI'ing as a punishment form (recently though, I have ONLY been SI'ing as a form of relief if someone/thing else is causing me problems, if I have caused MYSELF stress though I will NOT give myself relief in the form of SI), but I have been moving closer & closer to this option.
I will post more once I've done this upcoming week's food & after I have decided upon my current SI situation, & once I have been able to settle my mind on my next therapy visit (tomorrow, Friday, May 20th 11:00 A.M.).

Stay motivated sweeties!!!!! *hugs*